My heart feels like it being torn from me every time I think of u not being here. I'm trying my hardest to get through the days, if I didn't have ur brother, sister and daddy I don't think I would! We all came to see u today, duncan was kissing ur picture and ellie sang u a song it was beautiful, all about u up in the sky twinkling like a big star. Ellie is missing u a lot at the moment she's been asking more questions. I just don't even know what to feel any more I just feel numb. Every time I think I'm have a good day something happens to knock me straight back to a shit day, I just wish I cold hold u and kiss u and make u smile, u should be 6 months now, u would have been sitting up, eating solids and laughing uncontrolably if u had been any thing like your brother and sister. If only! I'll love u forever x x x x x. X x x x x x x
This candle was first lit on the 12th of September 2010 and will burn for 86 years 3 months and 23 days.